If you want to dance, get off your butt and dance...
Don’t waste time wishing and wondering. Take class. Gather info. Show up at auditions. See what choreos are responding to. Find out if you’re on the right track or just spinning wheels.
Set markers. Give yourself 2 weeks, 2 months, or 2 years to achieve any goal that makes sense for you. Educate yourself. Besides auditioning, seek out the different ways pros are making themselves valuable to choreographers. Invest in choices that can make you more effective in competitive situations. ISN'T THAT WHAT YOU REALLY WANT?